I told you no. When you’re small gender doesn’t matter. Don’t, let’s not pretend this hasn’t happened to us also. Understand. We became angry and self destruct and then rebuild only to repeat the entire cycle. Fair has nothing to do with it. Gender has nothing to do with it. There’s a rock strolling along in the mud. Which is odd because rocks don’t move. They are stuck in situations. The rock speaks up and reminds us that situations change.
You ran from. Something followed. I wasn’t sure which it was. I looked and saw you. I asked, Why are we here? You said because I lied. I asked why you lied. You told me to save. I wasn’t sure what save meant and spilled. -M. Taggart
The music Stopped-
Though it Hadn’t Been Playing
We move on
Goose shit was everywhere. When looking down, at your feet, you saw shit. If you looked to your left, shit. Right, shit. Alright, that’s complete exaggeration and a lie, but, now we all know I’m talking about a lot of shit. The rest of this story is true.
We were at our parents’ friend’s home; it was a farm. Fences; wooden fences with lots of barbed wire to keep animals tucked inside the property. We kids, liked to play next to the large oak tree with the tire swing.
I was six. My brother was eight and a half. The tire swing was wide open and we weren’t about to let the opportunity slide on by. Our parents were inside, doing things, and laughing far too loud for the jokes that were being shared. Our parents’ friends had two girls. Both were near our age.
The oak tree wasn’t far from the house. Sitting on top of a small hill, overlooking the property, there it hung. The swing of all tires swings.
The one small issue, between us and the tire swing, was the geese.
I know we all see them flying South, or North, apparently never being able to make up their minds; proving they’re not consistent within the walls of their own skulls.
Anyways, to the swing we mother-fucking-go!
My brother and I charge the hill. Well, we didn’t exactly charge it, I certainly didn’t. He may have. He was much bigger. It’s possible that in my head, I charged the fuck out of that hill, but in all honesty, I probably waddled a bit and barely make it to the tire swing. Walking in goose shit.
Which, made me easy prey, for the asshole Geese.
They watched, with dick head eyes, and we took notice, but not to a great degree. My brother was nice enough to let me jump on the swing first. I was in tire swing heaven. I’d like to say he even pushed me, but that, I don’t remember.
So there I was, swinging, things are great. Ice cream great. I can see the house, down below, and the fences that line the property. I can see horses and a few sheep. I’m not sure how my parents know these people, but I don’t care because I’m on a tire swing and I’m a six year old.
My brother said it was his turn, so I jumped off, slid a bit, and came to a stop. I turn to look back at him and I see an asshole running at me. I don’t wait to see how fast it might catch me, I turn and run. I’m running, with everything I’ve got, which was a far cry better than my charge up the hill, but it wasn’t enough. I know a monster bird is behind me, I can hear it, I can even smell it. I slip, fall, and slide in goose shit. Probably from this very bird. It’s laughing at me. No, not really, I’m not sure if birds can laugh.
The large man of prey is nearly upon me, it’s biting and flicking it’s wings. No joke, I get bit. The asshole nipped me and I slid further down the shit hill. My jeans are a waste. Even at six I realize I should probably not continue wearing these. My face was now sliding down the hill, I was tasting it. It wasn’t good.
My face looked like that of a war-time Marine. As though I had meant this to have happened.
I was bit again and now the large bird was tearing into me, stabbing at me with it’s beak. I cried out.
I saw my big brother snap that asshole by its long neck, wringing the beast slightly, and tossing it out and away from me. The bird let lose a vocal note that’s not always witnessed coming from a goose and then I watched my brother chase it, further, away from me.
He saved me. I wasn’t the last time.
Yes, I had to go inside and cry-explain myself to my laughing parents and yes I had to take off my shit jeans and replace them with girl jeans. Yes. That all happened. To this day I’m still ashamed to tell people that I wore girl jeans. It just wasn’t right. But, my brother saving me was.
True occurrence- my childhood. Thank you Big Brother.