My Dad would have been 66 today. It’s been a tough few days leading up to this. The emotions snuck up on me. I didn’t expect it to be like this. At night I’ve been sitting on our back deck looking at the stars waiting for him to show himself. Sometimes I play his music. I don’t always handle that too well.
I took Gavin fishing this past weekend. He met an adorable little girl who was bird watching with her mother. Within minutes they were talking and it didn’t take long before Gavin announced to them that his Grandfather died. My father was amazing with Gavin. Which, for me, was healing to see. When I was Gavin’s age my father wasn’t part of our family unit.
Things change.
Thanks everyone, for the digital support and friendship. I consider of number of you friends. Even if only through these online channels, you are great people. I’m thankful for that and I’m thankful for WP. One of the bright spots for me (concerning the writing world) was Tara and her accepting a short story of mine into a wonderful horror anthology that she edited and published. Tara, I appreciate you. I still can’t find the motivation to submit any work and you were able to get that unstuck. I know I can ‘get there’ again, but I guess not yet.
So, I think I’ll take myself fishing today and see if I can find Dad.
Matt
Matt, hope the legacy of your father’s life and love will live long in your heart! He sounds amazing. I also miss my papa each and every day, too! ✨💜✨
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Thank you…I carry him around with me the best I can 🙂
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My best wishes to you Matt, my dad died when I was very young, and I still miss so much to this very day, so I understand, my friend. Oh, and congrats on having your short story published, good sir! 🙂
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I’m sorry to learn you lost your father at a young age. That must have been difficult. And thank you- Tara put together a terrific anthology. Thank you for the kind words.
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I’m so sorry for you loss. I’m sure he’s proud of you, looking down upon you and your family from a better place. God Bless You, take care 🙂
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God bless you and thank you 🙏🏼
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My mother and father-in-law share the same birthday. My thoughts slip to them as well. While you feel sadness, there is great love there, cherish it. It’s good to still have the memories you can look back on with a smile, Matt. ((hugs))
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Thank you Susi 🙂
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You’re welcome, Matt!
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❤️
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He left soon… A hug❤️
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❤️
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He’s there, Matt. Right in your heart. In Gavin’s too. ❤️
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🖤🖤🖤
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You’ve been on my mind a lot. I guess with my own loss anniversary and knowing your own recent loss… it just all comes together. May love always hold you close. His memory is a precious gift.
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I’m so sorry for your loss. Both my parents are gone now, and I think about them daily. Grief is ever with us in many layers. Your father must have been amazing. And indeed he died too young. Mine send me signs, feathers, dimes, pennies, dreams. I feel they are still guiding me. I’m sure your dad is also at your side.
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Thank you. I’m always looking and open to signs. Seen a few already 😊
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I also lost my dad 2,5 years ago and it has hardly been days I haven’t think of him but it’s getting easier still. I have accepted he’s gone but I’m remembering how he was, what would he say to some things etc…So sorry for your loss but it will get easier with time!
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I’m hearing all your thoughts .. even if this is late. The song, the loss, the milestones. Thinking of you, friend.
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Thank you. Did you have a moment to listen to his song that was played on the radio?? Pretty cool stuff! Hope you are doing good.
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I wasn’t able to figure out how to find it! Is there a link to the song? I’d love to hear it :). Very cool!
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Yes I made a post with the link. I’ll find it!
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Here it is https://mtaggartwriter.wordpress.com/2021/04/30/heres-the-song-just-a-captain/
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I enjoyed that sooo much. Your Dad had a gift.
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Thank you so much for listening!
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